Miss you before I'm gone

I lie here by your side
coldly, cruelly a liar in your heart.
A misinterpretation of my words
and the miseducation of your heart,
again made to feel  ever so small.

So often my years I'm told
and the wisdom it brings,
but here i lie in solitude
again a guest of my inner pain 
naught but pain will it be?

I see beauty in your encompassing being
strength and love in your inner core.
a presence that wraps me
from dawn to dusk to night to dawn,
I miss you even before I'm gone.